went to th hutt today with hayley and me and her are just buhms :) , last night roamed the streets allnight with nothing to do and then today kicked it in the hutt. wasted lik $15 at the timeout thingy andthen strolled off to the waterloo train station bused to wainui then back to stream for mc donalds ! AWSOME ,
i decided to start a blog so i could right down everything i feel cause i guess i just need to get alot out of my head . wish i could turn back the clock and make the descion of not meting you , you changed alot in my life but i would of done just great with out you ! wanting for a real father you can sit and talk to with out felling the need to lie , to sit and talk to him and have the trust to know that he isn't lien to you . to anyone who goes to sleep crying i wish this upon no one the pain is unbearable , xx